The Struggle

Well where do I began......Well lets get too it.

I've been struggling emotionally this past week. I just found out two weeks ago that my aunt has lung cancer. I go and visit her in the hospital every other day. Either Before/After class or Before/After I get off work. I'm physically and mentally tired but God continues to give me strength to push on. I need to be strong for my family. I hear my up at three o'clock every morning crying herself to sleep. I stayed on the phone with my cousin from 7pm-1am because she is afraid of being in the house alone while my aunts away at the hospital. She broke down and cried and I cried along with her. I guess know one ever thought to think that someone in our family would ever be diagnosed with Cancer.

I over heard my mother and other aunt talking about the situation. They haven't told me, my aunts children and other cousins that the Dooctor has given her a year to live. When I heard that, it broke my heart. I'm just still in shock from the entire situation. I know they don't want to tell the rest of the family because they know it will upset us. But I know now.

I've just been praying that God gets her through this. I don't believe that my aunt will be leave this earth by the doctors decision, but when God is ready for her to come home.


Just pray for my Family my blog friends.

I'LL PRAY FOR U AS WELL!