WORKING FOR THE BEST

Today was a good day. I had a meeting for a Job that I wont be starting until a few weeks....thank the lord. He know's I need the money. Then I'm gonna be up early in the morning to fill out an application and more paper work at Target...a friend of my family is trying to get me hired in there. Two jobs would be a great blessing. Even If it doesnt work out I actually have another Job lined up for save-a-lot market....the manager told me to come see her on the 15th. If I could work all 3 jobs I WOULD! I also got the scoop on some great information for small claims court....YEP, I'M TAKING MY MOTHER'S SON TO COURT! so that's next on a list of things for me to do. God has truly blessed me. Even in the worst times he makes me realize that days will be brighter for me. THANK YOU JESUS AND MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR ALL THAT YOU DO FOR ME!! GOOD AND BAD...I always learn something out of these many situations that I'm put in.

IN other new-------> Did you just see that little stunt they just pulled on Eminem on the awards. He was to upset wasnt he. Can't wait for the dis song for this event to drop {lol}

I'm tired now though, I'm about to play Mafia wars for a minute and then I'm off to bed.



GOODNIGHT!

Mailing List

I finally took the time to write a couple of people and send out all the letter and cards I've been meaning to send for the longest yesterday. I hope all my cousins receive their congrats on graduating cards in the mail. I also took time out of my schedule to write two off my cousins who are on lock down. My cousin (Darrell Green) has 8yrs for robbery and unlawful imprisonment he just turned 18 on the 6th of this month. I also took time to write my cousin (Arenza Hubbard Sr.) who has 50+ YEARS. I never really got to know my cousin Arenza on a personal level because he spent most of his time in Battle Creek. But he is still my family, and not even for a second could I imagine being in his shoes. What could you possibly do in prison for life? I decided that I would write him until the day he leaves this earth, because even behind bars that's still my blood and I love him just the same.

Now my cousin Darrell on the other hand, I had a very close relationship with. He always tagged behind me and my other cousin Domonique. For the longest he was the only child until his mom decided she wanted to have another child when he was 14. He had the best sense of humor ever. He would spend the night or come over and we would stay up until like 3a.m. cracking up at the dumbest things. I miss that about my little cousin. I hope within these next 8yrs he doesnt lose that sense of humor.....

Well that's enough about my family business FOR TONIGHT

BLACK HAIR?????

I dyed my hair black, What do you think? I really like it. I finally kinda look my age...a little bit, I think...??..??? lol. My hair color decision was totally random. Walked in to the beauty supply and said "humm i wonder what i would look like with black hair" and decided to see. I guess I'm really bored with life lol.

Mothers Day

Well I hope all the wonderful Mothers had a beautiful day. My mother sure did. I took a trip in the pouring rain yesterday to get her gift, woke up at 7am this morning and made her breakfast in bed, than begin to cook dinner. I made shrimp pasta, fried chicken, a tray full of good stuff (cheese, pickles, olives, cucumbers, tomatoes and celery), made macaroni, and a red velvet cake. If that's not love I don't know what is because I'm beat.

She got the two gifts she so desperately wanted (J Lo "live" perfume) and (Warm sugar Vinilla body spray, body wash, and lotion from bath and body works)....none of those items are cheap by the way! My pockets are looking kinda low lol. I'll survive though.

Well that's all for now....GOOD NIGHT!

this morning

I'm up early about to get dressed in a few so I can head to the mall to get my mom a gift. I woke up feeling great....but mad that my phone charger broke again. Guess I'll be buying that at the mall as well....this is the 5th one since October...I don't know what's wrong with these dang chargers. Makes me wanna throw my phone out the window! lol (anger issues right? lmbo)

Today has been another good day for me. I stayed on the phone with my cousin Domonique for close to four hours. I haven't talked to anyone on the phone for that long in so long...wow..lol. I guess because we have so much to talk about. That's like my little sister. I don't know where I would be in life with out my big sis Walli and lil cousin Domo. Everytime I'd every wanted to just give up they were there to push me along the way. I have so much love for them.

If they fight, I fight. If they cry I cry. If they fall I'm gonna always be there to pull them back up, even if I have to fall right along with them. We're just gonna have to rebuild our strengths together. We've been through anything you can name together. I laugh so hard until it feels like I'm gonna pass out when I'm with them. I've been labeled the "goofy" one out of the group. I'll admit that I am. I crack jokes for days and laugh at anything. I remember when I was younger my mom told me I was never gonna be serious in life because I thought everything was funny. Boy didn't we both get a reality check lol

I wonder (an old poem I wrote years ago)

Sometimes I wonder why I shed tears on you when I doubt you'd the same for me.
You had true love right in your face but you refused to see.

I never would have hurt you, even when angered I wouldn't try.
But a long the way the truth uncovered showed me that you lie.

It stumps me because your words are so full of charm, I wouldn't have
guessed that you would bring me any harm.

How could you say that you love me and tell the next girl the exact same thing.
Seeing me hurting, what kind of pleasure to you does that bring?

Do you know that I loved you? and that was to no extent!
I'll always cherish the times that we spent.

But I have to let you go now and refocus all my thoughts
I just wanted you to be clear on the pain that you had brought

Good Day

Well today is a good day people. I finally got the chance to relax for the past two days. I haven't really talked to anybody....just keeping to myself. Not that I'm mad at anybody or anything, I'm just enjoying the peacefulness while I have the chance. Allowing myself to refocus and clear my mind.

I can't wait to get out of school next week. I'm looking forward to summer break. I'm thinking about taking a trip to Texas to visit my uncle Charles. He has only taken a trip to Michigan 3 times since I've been born. But for the last 5 months we've been holding phone conversations on the phone now and then, getting to know each other better.

He recently had surgery for cancer. Thank God all the cancer in his lungs was found and removed successfully!!!

Well on the other hand I just finished eating good and sitting here watching t.v. until I find something to do later on.

HOPE ALL YOU GUYS ARE ENJOYING THE WEEKEND! I AM!