I wonder (an old poem I wrote years ago)

Sometimes I wonder why I shed tears on you when I doubt you'd the same for me.
You had true love right in your face but you refused to see.

I never would have hurt you, even when angered I wouldn't try.
But a long the way the truth uncovered showed me that you lie.

It stumps me because your words are so full of charm, I wouldn't have
guessed that you would bring me any harm.

How could you say that you love me and tell the next girl the exact same thing.
Seeing me hurting, what kind of pleasure to you does that bring?

Do you know that I loved you? and that was to no extent!
I'll always cherish the times that we spent.

But I have to let you go now and refocus all my thoughts
I just wanted you to be clear on the pain that you had brought