what I've been up to?

I know I haven't been keeping my readers updated so let me go through this really quick....ready...set....gooooo....lol....I spent the holiday with my aunt and cousins at metro beach. I had a blast. I can't tell you the last time I put on a swim suit. I've been working my but off daily, I am so tired. About time that I get off, all that I can do is fall asleep. But I'm not complaining, I'm glad to be working. Yesterday I had "treat day" with my little cousins and little sister. We baked up anything that you can come up with. We made a chocolate cake, a vanilla cake, cup cakes, cheese cake (an oreo one and a plain one), chocolate chip cookies, and a lot of other stuff. That's alot of junk food right? lol. We did eat good yesterday too though because I barbecued also.

In family news--------> it's been a hot mess. I helped one of my cousins go get his stuff that was thrown out on the middle of the side walk by his ex girlfriend, lord it was too much going on that day but I got threw it. This same cousin keeps telling me I should get in contact with my brother because he isnt doing to well. I told him the same thing I tell everyone else, if he needs me, he's gonna have to come to me first because I'm tired of reaching out to this grown man who acts like a child....so "what ever is my response" no, I'm not being mean but I closed that chapter in my book and lit the pages on fire. and as God as my witness I refuse to take that path again....next subject.....lol

In Love news---------> still single and enjoying it. I don't really feel like being attached to a guy right now. And I don't get lonely. The only people that are miserable alone are those who feel they aren't strong enough to be alone. You have to stand in your own corner sometimes and have your own back. Can't learn to love anybody else if you aren't willing to take the time out to love yourself. Easily said than done, only the strong shall survive! I'm too focus on other aspects of my life to take time out for the headaches, petty arguments, tears, and worries that come along with relationships. I don't have the patients. But I pray that some day God gives me the serenity to conquer the beauty and uniqueness of such a strong bond with a special guy someday.

UNTIL THEN i'm about to wash and get ready for work in the a.m